Gaia Community: Toni Tennille's Blog

I'm back

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 12:46:56 -0000

I came back from my Thanksgiving road trip to North Carolina Saturday night. I stayed at a relative's house for a few days. It was awesome! The trip started out wild because of the traffic, but it ended cool and calm coming back home though.

Thanksgiving Road Trip

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 14:49:07 -0000

This Wednesday is my second family road trip in my life since I road with my sister and neices to come here in ....well, you know. Myself and my other relatives will be staying over in North Carolina for a few days. I could hardly wait!!!

Namaste Love

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 11:24:20 -0000

Beautiful is the love
the love we have for each other;
This is the love we need to use
to love one another.

It's the same love use for God
and others along the way;
All it takes is a hug
and a greeting of Namaste.

Why Me?

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 23:38:25 -0000

Everytime I do something,
it at times goes wrong;
Then I have to hit myself
knowing this mess all along.

Why pathetic mess like this
has to happen to me?
I just wish that everyone
would see the coolness in me.

Beloved

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 20:19:23 -0000

Beloved is the beautiful mind,
how it lets us think;
Think of how we sway through the breeze
and give in to a healthier drink.

Beloved is the night,
and the stars, oh, how they shine;
Beloved is the day,
in which we can unwind.

What Gives?

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 15:59:54 -0000

I must be the worst person ever. I'm totally pathetic. I'm often the cause of other people's trouble. Mess like this is why I wanted to kill myself when I was 17. At least I'm thankful to live to see the 12th grade. Some people just dog me just to...well, you get the picture. I'm just very I-don't-know-what.

"Return to Innocence" by Enigma

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 15:41:58 -0000

(Native American chant)

Love, emotion, feeling, emotion.
Don't be afraid to be weak,
don't be too proud to be strong.
Just look into your heart my friend,
that will be the return to yourself,
the return to innocence...

(Native Ameican chant)
The return to innocence.

If you want then start to laugh,
if you must then start to cry,
be yourself don't hide.
Just believe in destiny.

Don't care what people say,
just follow your own way.
Don't give up and use the chance,
to return to innocence.

(Native American chant)

That's not the beginning of the end.
That's the return to yourself,
the return to innocence.

(Electric guitar solo)
(Native American chant)
It's the return to innocence.

Hippie Christian

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 23:22:16 -0000

A Contradiction in Terms or a Perfect Match of Philosopies

JUST ONE MAN'S OPINION:
I can not speak on behalf of all Hippies nor can I pretend to be the spokesman for every Christian. I can only offer my own opinion as an individual who grew up in the 60's and experienced both worlds firsthand. In 1969 I had a personal encounter with the true and living God and Father of all creation through His son Jesus Christ. I then joined what has been called the most powerful move of God in modern times which swept through the youth and Hippie subculture of America and became known as the Jesus Movement.

Just one man's opinion...

HOW CAN ONE BE BOTH A HIPPIE AND A CHRISTIAN?
If we strip away all of the politics and materialism that has crept into the modern church and go back to First Century Christianity we will find an interesting parallel between true Christianity and Hippiedom sans the drugs and free love. Rather than reducing Jesus to a long hair Hippie cliche complete with beard and sandals I would prefer to focus on Jesus' message and its relationship to Hippie culture. It is important to note that the banner of peace, love and cosmic connection under which most Hippies gather is at the very heart of Jesus' teachings.

We can find the core of Jesus' teachings in the Sermon on the Mount in Matthew's Gospel chapters 5 through 7. If only these three chapters of Jesus' words survived the past two millennium we would have all the truth necessary to live in peace and harmony with both our Creator and our fellow pilgrims here on planet Earth. The Sermon on the Mount is what could be called the Hippie Christian Manifesto. It contains such treasures as The Beatitudes, The Lord's Prayer, The Golden Rule, and Turning the Other Cheek.

But beyond those treasures, beyond the call to avoid hypocrisy, beyond the mandate to shun materialism, beyond the proclamation that peacemakers are God's children, greater than all these we find in the Sermon on the Mount a theme that offers a connection to the Creator of the universe. Jesus does something totally revolutionary and unheard of before His time, He presents God as our Father.

Jesus is the consummation of our Hippie quest for not only peace and love but also Jesus provides the cosmic connection that binds all of us together as Children of The Light.

WHY THE NEED FOR A SEPARTE TITLE OF HIPPIE CHRISTIAN?:
I see that identifying myself as a Hippie Christian would be the same thing as someone describing them self as a Christian Cowboy, or a Christian Biker. The problem would be if one were to claim to be a Christian Drug Dealer, or Christian Satanist. As long as the two are not mutually exclusive the dual title helps give a clearer picture of a person's values and heritage.

The title Hippie Christian explains not only my personal belief in Jesus as Savior, but also my cultural ideation as a Hippie. Growing up my family didn't have any strong cultural identity, we were just WASP (White Anglo/Saxon Protestant) middle-class suburbanites. Just fully blended American Mutts, you know, white bread - no crust. Although I have a strong desire to explore my English (possible Irish) ancestry, Celtic Christian may become my future ideation, at this time I see Hippie as my cultural identity

Many Americas use this dual method of describing their ethnic and national heritage, for example, African American, Asian American, Native American. It can also be used to describe an ethnic origin and religious orientation, such as Irish Catholic or Black Muslim. If a person's cultural heritage, national origin, religious orientation, or ethnic pride has a strong meaning to the individual, then to couple them together is very natural and helpful for that person and those with whom he/she interacts. Doing so gives that person a sense of identity and place in history and society.

It could become quite cumbersome though if one were to link too many titles together. In the 1960's & 1970's I was called a Long Hair Hippie Jesus Freak. Very descriptive, but far too long of a handle to use all the time. I could have added more to it in creating a more complete identity for my self, thus I would have been know as a Long Hair Red Head Anglo/Saxon Middle-Class Suburban Hippie Jesus Freak. As you can see this process of linking titles can become no more than silly nonsense and void of any real meaning if over done. It is only valuable if the most important ideations are linked to provide the most meaning to both the individual and to those around him/her.

The most important identity that I have is a Child of God.

CONCLUSION:
Going to church does not make you a Christian nor does wearing tie-dye make you a Hippie any more than sitting in a garage changes people into automobiles. Christianity and Hippiedom are both heart things and together they become a lifestyle more true to Jesus' Sermon on the Mount than what modern Christianity offers today.

Being a Hippie Christian is possible, and it is most likely less of a contradiction than being an American Christian. If we all were to follow the truth contained in the Sermon on the Mount there would be less of a distinction between Hippie and Christian.

Peace, Love, and Light Through Jesus the Christ! (John 14:6)

Magic in the Outdoors

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 18:28:48 -0000

As I walk out of my house into the yard
I can see magical yet natural things,

Things not before I've seen
when it comes to the magic of Spring.

The birds singing and dancing
flying around above my head,

And when I looked at the sad weeping
willow, a tear I have shed.

I love the magic of Spring
this magic is everywhere,

Not only is it under my feet
but it's also in the air.